December 2009
I guess I couId be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain, and I can’t feel anything but gratitude...
November 2009
I hate the song "imperfect" by Matt Pond PA
because that song used to be ours, but now it’s your status on facebook and I know it’s directed towards that bitch that stole your heart away from me.
I hate you so much sometimes, It’s seems so surreal that at one point I loved you with my heart and soul. Sometimes it seems as if we never dated, as if we never cuddled in the back of your stupid Saturn SUV and sang Beatles...
movieoftheday:
Because (The Beatles cover) by...
movieoftheday:
Your Hands Are Cold - Dario...
Playlist.
1. Now The One You Once Loved is Leaving-Lydia
2. Shelter-The XX
3. Hooked on this feeling- BJ Thomas
4. You are mine- Roar & The Wolf
5. Skeleton Key-Margot & The Nuclear So-So’s
6. Julia-The Beatles
7. Love Me-The Little Willies
8. Life on Mars?-Seu Jorge
9. Oscar Wilde- Company of Thieves
10. Help I’m Alive-Metric
This is how I spent my Thanksgiving night...
mynoisyheart:
(via light-me-up)
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People:
10. I really, really like you. Can we please hang out more often? I want to get to know you more before you leave.
9. Can we talk? pleaseee?
8. You hurt me a lot, and it bothers me that you don’t seem to grasp the gravity of that.
7. Did you mean anything you once said to me?
6. I think about you...
reblog with the word 'turkey' substituting a word...
andbreathe:
paigewich:
theartsychica:
sheepeatworld:
louischatburn:
mycrookedheart:
hileasa:
jerryeffinpierce:
jessskidding:
disappearinglifeline:
i’ll start with The Turkeys
Death Cab for Turkey
Turkey Spektor
Turkey & Wine
Postal Turkey
Turkey, The Man
Ted Leo & The Turkeys
The Turkey Sound
Silversun Turkeys
Turkeyhead
Bad Romance.
Je veux ton amour Et je veux ta revanche J’adore l’amour I don’t wanna be friends.
Reasons why I think I'm awkward:
1. I think I’m pretty bad at saying goodbye, sometimes I can’t gauge if I should hug the person, cheek-kiss them, or just wave bye.
2. I’m pretty bad at saying hello sometime(same concept as number 1)
3. Sometimes I don’t know exactly what to say, when exactly to say it.
4. I tend to get really overwhelmed with too much sensory info around me.
Maybe there’s something seriously wrong with me. Why can’t I stop liking you????!
I need to stop being so darn introspective.
Perhaps focusing on the present, like actually being in it. I tend to always ask questions in my head, make all these faux scenarios of what if’s. It’s almost like i’m trapped in my own mind sometimes.
Things on my mind right now:
1. A certain someone and how he actually feels(and if i will ever date/see him again)
2. If another certain someone is happy with the new person...
Let's Erase & Rewind. I changed my mind.
Hey, what did you hear me say you know the difference it makes what did you hear me say Yes, I said it’s fine before I don’t think so no more I said it’s fine before I’ve changed my mind I take it back Erase and rewind ‘cause I’ve been changing my mind I’ve changed my mind So where did you see me go it’s not the right way, you know where did you see...
I take one one one cause you left me and two two two for my family and 3 3 3 for my heartache and 4 4 4 for my headaches and 5 5 5 for my loneliness and 6 6 6 for my sorrow and 7 7 for no tomorrow and 8 8 I forget what 8 was for and 9 9 9 for a lost god and 10 10 10 10 for everything everything everything everything.
Photo Shoot Today!
Playlist for on-the-go:
1. Miike Snow-Black & Blue
2. The XX-Shelter
3. Girl in a Coma-Clumsy Sky
4. Nicole Kidman & Robbie Williams-Something Stupid
5. Bonobo- Days to come
6. Bonobo- Nightlite(featuring Bajka)
7. She & Him- Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?
I think you’re cute. Just a thought.
“To say a photographer has a vision is to say the photographer has something...”
– Rodney Smith (via yoka) (via andbreathe) (via doorofhappiness)
I am sorry.
I know it’s a bit too late now. I don’t know what’s wrong with me…why do I keep on hurting the one person who has been nothing but wonderful to me? ….maybe If I keep doing this you will finally see how awful of a person I really am and stop liking me.
I really am sorry.
Dear You,
You are a wonderful confusing mess. After my breakup, you were a little ray of light and hope. But as quickly as you appeared, you left almost immediately. I still hope that you will feel the way I feel, but I think you have convinced yourself that it won’t work, that it’s not rational(after all, you are an extremely rational man)because you will be gone for years. But, even if you...
Dear You,
You were my shortest serious relationship but I fell for you like a ton of bricks. The place our love grew was exotic and exciting. Our time spent there was so quick, much like our love. Looking back, I guess we clung to one another because our this experience in different country. But it hurts my heart so much to accept this. We had wonderful times and I learned so much from you. You were my...
Dear You,
You were my second serious relationship. How special you were to me! How much I learned from you. We were goofy together, almost childish. But still, in my heart, I felt that we were right for one another. As the years went by (and once you went away for school) what was once so magical, special, and fun became a duty. Constant fights and hurtful words. Words that hurt me to the core. Sometimes I...
Dear You,
I think you’re wonderful, you always have been and you never stopped. The things you have done(and continue to do for me) are more than anyone would do for their best friend, their spouse, or even their mother. It makes me sad when I think that I somehow ruined you, that I use you, that you are not okay without me there. I want you to be happy more than anything. I want you to find someone...
1316. I really wanted to get a text from you...
dancingundertherain:
(via myheartislistening)
but that’s too much to ask, right?
…Currently sitting in Speech class, I’m worried that I am going to fail. I missed some things from my speech, and the professor was CLEARLY pissed. I don’t want to get a C….or, worse, fail.
I’m scared.
Motto.
Just came back from an AMAZING christian rock show at Bethany Church… Desperation Band, amazing performers hands down.
I would like to have money so I could cut my hair and stop looking like such a bum. I feel gross everytime I go out…
What I wouldn't do for...
1. A Nikon D60
2. A Pair of brown boots
3. Short black hair with side bangs
4. A nice leather jacket
5. A nice, sturdy tripod
6. An endless supply of books (kindle?)
….and maybe number 7 isn’t a material thing, but the interest of a particular someone.
“Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy...”
– Carl Jung (via myserendipities) (via closertothefurthest) 